Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Return of the Abyss
Boy this is one crappy day. Sorry for the negativity but that’s all that you’ll get here today and probably for the rest of my stay. My manager or someone between him and the resource manager for this region included is a fucking liar. I finally contacted my supposed replacement and got a reply from him this morning. He said he had a report date for here of November 27th and that he probably wouldn’t make that because he had to go home after the job in Spain to get the dental work completed that he was supposed to do before coming here. Apparently it’s something that has to be done and I sure don’t blame him… If I am to be home by December 1st I’ll have to quit to do it because they have me stuck here with no one to replace me. I wonder how the 3rd week of November suddenly became the 27th???? I can surely kiss Thanksgiving goodbye and who knows when I’ll get home… I’m really just sick over all this and am considering just packing up and leaving the job. I’ve never even considered doing that before but I’m so fucking mad right now that I just don’t care anymore….but I’ll probably stick it out and just be a miserable person to be around and get even more serious about finding another job fast (I put in for 2 jobs back with FPL today) and just might get lucky. Hell, my luck can’t get any worse. I remember when you could count on your manager to be honest and straight forward with you. You didn’t always like what you heard but at least you knew the situation. This crap they have been feeding me is really getting old.
To my family and friends that are coming for Thanksgiving, I’m sorry I can’t be there. I miss all of you and wish I could be there. Stacey is going to handle everything I’m sure but it won’t be easy on her and certainly not as much fun with everything that needs to be done. Ya’ll take it easy on her, OK…
To my darling Stacey, I’m really, really sorry about this and wish there was something I could do but my only option at this point is to quit my job and even though right now that’s what I want to do, realistically I need to just suck it up until I can find another job.
To my family and friends that are coming for Thanksgiving, I’m sorry I can’t be there. I miss all of you and wish I could be there. Stacey is going to handle everything I’m sure but it won’t be easy on her and certainly not as much fun with everything that needs to be done. Ya’ll take it easy on her, OK…
To my darling Stacey, I’m really, really sorry about this and wish there was something I could do but my only option at this point is to quit my job and even though right now that’s what I want to do, realistically I need to just suck it up until I can find another job.
